Saturday, September 26, 2020

Surgery went good!

Surgery went good! Dr. F found 4 uteran polyps this morning. All were successfully removed. He said it looks great in there now, a "nice smooth crib" he said. Ha ha! He said the cause of uteran polyps is your uteran lining not sluffing off all the way, and then it builds up after time in those areas. I'm just glad there were no fibroids, those can cause problems and be painful. When I told him I've never had any polyps before, his response was "babies leave behind rattles, binkies, all kinds of things.." 🤣 He is so nice, calming, and I just love his personality. So glad to have this out of the way. To top off everything...I WASN'T nauseous or emotional, and didn't vomit! 🥳 Anesthesia has apparently come a long way since I was last put out 10 yrs ago. Normally I'm miserable. I can't lift anything for 48 hrs, am sore, bloated, and have some bleeding. But it isn't as bad as I thought it'd be! I hope this surgery will increase our chances even more for a successful transfer next month! I'm feeling less nervous about it. The kids were angels for Granny and Gramps, but were so excited to see me and Grandma ❤ So grateful for SUCH amazing, sweet, good, and precious little people! Below is a pic of my polyps that Dr. F gave us...if you don't have a stomach for looking at things like this, don't scroll down, ha ha. And here's a picture of me still mostly out of it giving a thumbs up in the recovery room 🤣




Friday, September 25, 2020

Surgery is tomorrow!

We made it up North, with no tire issues ha ha, and it felt like a quick trip! Surgery is scheduled for tomorrow morning at 11am, hoping everything goes smoothly. Our hotel room smells good and is immaculate. I feel SUPER weird with no tiny people around!! 😭 So glad they're having fun with Granny, Gramps, and Papa though. I have the BEST family! ❤



Wednesday, September 23, 2020

Not a great start to the treatment - Car trouble & Appt disaster

Well, we made it! After much frustration and stress, ha ha. We almost got in a car accident on the way here. So grateful to the man in front of us who flew off into the dirt so we didn't plow right into the back of him as traffic came to a sudden halt! Gotta love it when people aren't paying attention. Between the AZ heat and the sudden stopping, it caused one of our van tires to start separating. But, I didn't know that until yesterday. I stopped at two different places on the drive up here, adding almost 2 hrs to our trip, to have the tires checked out because I was nervous and thought one of them probably had a flat spot. After our sudden stop my steering wheel started shaking badly and flat spots can cause that. But, both places said everything looked fine and that it was maybe just out of balance. However, after we drove hundreds of more miles I found out yesterday that one of the tires was out of balance somewhat, but the real problem was actually a separating tire in the back. They said it was a total miracle I didn't have a blow out on the drive here. They wouldn't even let me drive 10 miles back to my grandparents on it, he gave me a used one until my tires came in this afternoon. Not sure how the other tire stores missed the separation, but grateful to these guys for fixing us up! I actually knew him growing up 😁 Was fun catching up and seeing what everyone was up to now a days. It is always nerve racking when rraveling alone with little ones and having car problems, so I am glad to have our van taken care of! Thanks Curtis! Yes, I made him take a pic with me, ha ha. 


To top off our trip up here...my first appointment with the fertility center was really stressful, frustrating, and a disappointing start to the treatment. I really hope the remainder of the treatment goes more smoothly, because not feeling comfortable with the staff you're working with in this field is not a good thing. I was half a block from their office, it was 10-15 minutes before my appt, and they called to tell me that they absolutely couldn't see me for 2.5 more hrs because they were too overbooked. I was like what?! I was already there and was not going to drive 1.5 hrs more round trip just to return for a later appointment. And, my appt had already been rescheduled once because another location made a mistake on the scheduling. So, I had to get to town a day sooner than planned, which was crazy and cut our time short with other family. I was not a happy camper! I held it together though, wasn't unkind. Wanted to rip someone a new one though. I have never had someone call me minutes before an appt like that and say they can't see me for hours. It was so unprofessional. After about an hour of me sitting in a gas station parking lot they called back to say they could actually see me an hour sooner than they said. I agreed because I had no choice. My sitter/grandma had to take someone to the doctor in a couple hours, and my test HAD to be done early this week. They tried to reschedule me for a week later, but they should have known that that wasn't even a possibility based on my treatment schedule. Then, I waited for 45 minutes before I was seen, I was taken back two different times because they needed my room for someone else the first time I was taken back, they forgot I needed bloodwork done, not all of my appts were scheduled, etc. It was just an unorganized joke. I let my fertility doctor know of my experience, so I hope that things go smoother from now on. I found out that the doctor who did my Saline Ultrasound yesterday was snagged to assist with a procedure at the hospital that morning, supposedly being the reason for all the chaos. But the whole experience just put a damper on everything, and some of the other staff wasn't very friendly. I felt awkward. I'm not looking forward to seeing them for the remainder of this treatment. I am definitely missing Johanna that I worked with for the last 2 treatments at their old location!! She was fantastic. Luckily, I do the actual embryo transfer up north with my fertility doctor, and she is great! But, I also found out that a uteran polyp needs removed. Bummer! It can be done on Saturday but I have to drive up north for it, and it's going to cost an arm and leg if my insurance doesn't cover anything. I have never needed anything removed before, so this just added to my frustration of everything. I also hate being put out, makes me feel gross and emotional. Luckily my mom is as awesome as ever and is able to take me while my grandparents keep the twins overnight. I am nervous, but the procedure doesn’t seem too crazy. So, I hope all goes well. We definitely don't want any growths in there that may keep any embryos from implanting and growing properly. But, we are having a blast at Granny and Gramps house! Keeping our fingers crossed that everything goes smoothly and that we have at least one embryo to transfer in 29 days! If you could keep my sanity in your thoughts and prayers that'd be awesome 🤣😳😭


Wednesday, September 16, 2020

A snowflake anniversary!

I can't believe it has been 6 years since Our Tiny Snowflakes were officially ours!! What an amazing blessing from above they are. I head to Utah in less than a week to start our last treatment, I can't believe how fast the last little while has flown by. We love these two more than words could ever express, we miss our angel baby, and we hope and pray that at least one of these last two frozen embryos thaws well and attaches next month!! 

Mickey Roadster Racer and Elsa are getting super excited for Halloween! Have a great rest of your week everyone ❤




Thursday, September 3, 2020

The MONSTER NEEDLES are back! - Meds arrived today 😬

Good grief...I always forget just how big these things are!! 😭😳 My rear end hurts already, ha ha. This arriving makes things seem even more real though! Sadly my package was a day late and some of my progesterone suppositories were melted. But the pharmacy is awesome and is resending them on Saturday. We definitely don't want me using the ones that came today, they aren't the proper dose anymore. 

Just a couple of more weeks until I head to Utah to get this ball rolling! My first appt is on the 22nd. That will be the Saline Ultrasound. The purpose of this test is to inject saline water into my uterus to check for any polyps, etc. Don't want anything in the way causing problems, we want my uterus in perfect condition for embryo implantation! I have never had an issue though, so hopefully all goes well 👍




Wednesday, September 2, 2020

BEESWAX FOR BABIES FUNDRAISER!

Help us earn money for our upcoming fertility treatment in October! Some of you already know that I own a candle company and sell organic beeswax candles. I'm offering 10% off until Oct 19th on all candles, wax bars and pastilles, body butters, body balms, and lip butters, to help raise money for our big day! PLEASE HELP SPREAD THE WORD ❤ Our candles are air purifying, made from organic yellow beeswax, and handcrafted by me in my studio! Our candles are an Etsy Best Seller! Visit us at ClaireCandleCo.Etsy.com and ClaireCandleCo.com